Better Late Then Never – 27 October 2007

🙂 my favourite ‘saying’ for the day.

To my dearest singaporean cousin, Linda who turns  &?%#$ ;   😉 on 27 October 2007, Kak lang wish you the coolest birthday ever eh.

😦 felt terrible about the whole ‘forget’ thing really.  I do not want to spare any excuse but to apologize. There should not be any reason for it. 

But thing is, whoever that ever come up with this saying,  ..better late then never?? … 😀 i want to thank that author for I can pinjam that quote for a moment to render to my Linda so that she knows while wishing her the happiest birthday with Allah blessings for a wonderful life ahead, also in a way I wanted to say… let it be late, then never it is 😀

Take care of yourself kay.

Happy Birthday Fifah

Hey its time for celebration ! 🙂

To NurHafifah binti Safii


To little Fifah who turns One Year Old today, here is a poem Mak Lang had instantly while wishing you happy birthday. Be a good girl and May Allah blesses 🙂 and showered you with so much happiness and joy in life !


Seeing you coming to life

Is a miracle made in heaven

To mommy, daddy and grannies

And seeing you growing

Laughing and playing

Put so much Syukur and Love

That brought smiles at the same time

Almost instantly

To many faces

That love you

With no borders 🙂

Have a good birthday darling


A Dear Friend’S Birthday Is TODAY

God I love birth days.

18 August – indeed another birthday for a wonderfully dear friend who wishes to remain anonymous. This short birthday note is another way for me of saying Happy Birthday !. My doa that you are always happy and blessed with great health. Err i know its your birthday but if I can do the birthday wish on ur behalf, all i want to wish is less cigarattes and less coke and lamb 🙂 please :). Thats all.. (Err… at least for this year aa) 🙂

So, to him go ahead and enjoy eh ! Ada lak nak mogok and berkurung on this wonderful birth day of yours. And lets look forward for a great future ahead.

And also, please take care kay.

Another Day To Another Birthday

Hey people. 

Yeah ok, I realized I posted too many birthday things here.  Well, I do love birthdays, very much. So what a heck eh.

Anyway, feel like sharing this.

According to my sister  – need to get this part of the story from her coz my most lovinglest (got aa the word?) and loveliest mom passed away sixteen years ago, even she is very much with me at heart till this very moment 😦 .

She said, that joyful day was Maulidul Rasul.  She was busy watching televisyen from the neighbour’s house then (we did not owe any tv set until I was perhaps five years old kot). So anyway, she said that was the day and time when I actually came crying into this world.

They said lot of things while wishing me and wanting to make me feel good about growing old (err guys, i dont? 🙂 ). They say, its just a number lah, no age in youth lah, its not another year older but wiser lah.. well, thank you guys. It worked okay. I did feel good. Infact, I felt great.  Never a second that passed, I did not syukur for what Allah SWT has been showering me. I am blessed with so much happiness and love, not too mention joy. Not a day passed that I allowed myself to forget how lucky I have been.  Alhamdulillah and syukur.

But I had thing tingy ‘thing’ feeling inside of me everytime this day approaching and nearing.  I feel so lost. I know I am happy but lost. I hope there is an easier word or method in saying this but there is none really. Sigh.

How complicated this may sound, happy but lost? You know what, I want to name this uneasy feeling of mine. This feeling that I always had everytime this day fast approaching – I want to name it ‘angin harijadi’. Ha ha ha.  Cun gak tuh. ahaks.

Sometimes I wish I know what tomorrow and tomorrow holds for me. Dont we all want to know? Yeah, I can be very impatient sometimes.  Well, its not that I ‘really’ want to know but it just want to prepare myself of what is ahead and in store for me.  I hate to be caught unprepared. Unnoticed. Its like, how I wish this and how I wish that… how I wish things do happen differently.

I know I would feel better after I penned this down and that is the only reason why I am doing this. I always talk to myself. And, I realized one thing, I felt so much better soon after that. And now that I am into this blogging thing (dont they have a better name to call this anyway), I am still talking to myself but in form of typing it coz while typing this I am also actually talking to myself. God, apa mengarut saya nih. 

So anyway, its 6 Aug today. Yep tomorrow is the day. My birthday. Again. Sigh.