Don’t Grow Up Too Fast Girls….

I must be old *sigh* 😦

or ….

They grow up too fast 🙂

My three girls —– my life experiments and experiences, who have taught me so much in life.  Of becoming a person and a mother. Everyday is still a learning day and new day for me with them.

I have my flaws, and still trying to be the best, for them especially.

Look at my eldest baby girl, once upon a time…


My eldest today, Miza a.k.a Baby, growing up wayyyy too fast.   Feel only yesterday as I laid in the ward, thinking “gosh, I just pushed out a 3.2 kg baby???

And still seeing her in my eyes, running away in the house, terkedek-kedek with her baju kembang kembang *hehe* and less hair then…

Being our eldest, she is like a test kit. Everything started with her.  Try itu, try ini on her.  From food diet, to types of clothing that suits.  From reading method to understanding gadgets.  You just name it…

Miza has her own personality, that can be very challenging at times, but hey, that’s her 🙂  and I love her for just being her.  Being the eldest, I know she worries about a lot of things for her family and adik-adik.  As she was away in boarding school most of her growing up years, may be she feels, she has a lot to catch up.  But truth is sayang, you really did not miss anything.  You had always been with us, in our thoughts and prayers.

As for me, being ace number one, she is my pillar of strength and my shoulder to cry on…maklum, she has better understanding what life is all about kan?


miza B

Now, my other girl, the princess wannabe, is Sarah Kay, also growing up too fast. *huk huk*

‘Dangdut’ was her middle name when she was still small.  She would be singing and dancing,  with every mirror she found 😛  She was sooo into herself, wearing make up and stuff.  hehe.  So, dangdut it was then 🙂

And today, dah jadi ratu selfie pulak kat rumah. Her gadgets are full with a selfie of herself.  Ratu la tuh kan?

At 13, Sarah is adapting and still understanding many things that are happening around her.  Life is moving very fast sayang, take it easy and just be yourself and be kind, and all the kindness will come back at you In Syaa Allah.


And, my anak bongsu girl, Syaza Irdina or Ja.  The garang ace, but adorably manja.

Lucky I have her,  teaching the younger brother, Razin about stuff….  Pok pek pok pek  dia, muncung muncung mulutnya berleter kat Razin.  hehe.  So, Ibu tengok jer la 🙂

Out of our 3 girls, I must say, Syaza has an excessive amount of that ‘caring hormones 🙂  Try and fall sick, she will be the first one to bring up ‘teh’ o and biskut kering to my room.  Ouch, sweetness sayang…

At 11 today, she is one free willy, who thinks One Direction is the coolest?

She also loves to take photos of herself, click here, click there.  Oops, she is on the running to challenge Kak Sarah for the trophy- Ratu selfie 🙂 kot.


Well, that’s my girls.  3 different souls with different personalities. The love of my life, our life.


The other day, back from dinner in the car, our conversation lingered about this blog of mine – Somethin’ Light.

As they were reading the blog at the back, they were laughing away looking how small and naïve they once before.  They were giggling and laughing at each other nerd-ness.

Girls, you may grow in terms of size and strength, but you remains babies in my heart forever and you are the best things that ever happened in my life.  Alhamdulillah.

Ibu@29 April 2014






Furla Candy, my therapy :)

furla candybag

Alhamdulillah.  New bag, a booster dose for my down day.  A good therapy, everytime!

Thank you to ‘whom’ it may concern 🙂 *happy giler*

And today, as the day gloomily began, with couple issues in head, tengok jer la bag baru ini 🙂

I finally submitted the lhdn form today.  Thank you Noor for assisting, appreciate it.

Now, looking forward to amend few other things before today ends.

In the meantime, nak godeh the Furla Candybag dulu!

Choa peeps.

I am still breathing

… very much, alive. Alhamdulillah.

From Sarah turned 12 @ 10 March 2014 to 15 April 2014 – zero entry.  No specific whys, just malas and occupied with both work and house work.  But they say, tak pe lah.  Be grateful that you are tormented and busy 🙂 because, at least masih breathing and kicking alive right? Yeah…

But yeah March has been a bliss.  Syukur Alhamdullillah.  Bulan bonus kan. kih kih. Syukur kepada Allah SWT dengan rezeki yang melimpah ruah dan tidak pernah putus buat kami satu keluarga.

Just for record, saya beli sofa baru.  Yippie.

And, a handbag 🙂  errr reward for oneself.  It has been a hardworking year hokay.  *smile*

And yes yes, menyimpan juga.  Insya Allah untuk hari-hari tua nanti.

Then, in March also time cuti sekolah hari tuh, me and family and adik-beradik family, off to Kuala Gandah, to see the elephants.

How was it?  Ask the kids, don’t ask me 😛


Oh and we baby sit Naurah Madihah for 4 days without mommi and daddi dia.  Both pergi Bali honeymooning.  It has been awhile that we had a ‘baby’ in the house.  But Naurah was so much fun.  Minah selfie kecik tuh.. heppp.

Ok, I guess those are the major ones in March and April 2014.

Okay saya dah lapar, nak gi makan. Chow…

Take care peeps.