The damage could be massive. Or vice versa.
On perhaps how I look at it, may be? Or on how he look at it..
It could have been done differently. Really I could. But was I not thinking?
I asked myself again, was my conscience clear? What was my intention at that time? Is there regrets in my heart now ? Am I ok with the decision that I took? Am I sad? Should I be sad?
Honest answer is, I don’t know!
It just happened. It took place. I did it and now I have to face the consequences.
Pause. Long pause.
I stepped away a bit and I looked at the whole scenario from a different angle and in a bigger photo frame.
Tarik nafas se dalam-dalamnya….
I felt bad. Really I do 😦 ….
I know there are some explanations that I need to do. And I will, if that time comes.
But coming out from the whole mess, I said to myself this – Gosh, life is so complicated!
In my heart then, I meant well !