A week had passed today since Mak’s passing. Al Fatihah…
Both me and hubby were at the Serdang Hospital yesterday to settle the impending bill, and stepping into the hospital lobby, brought tears to both our aching heart. Al Fatihah…
Alhamdulillah, while Mak was there for 10 days, we never failed to come and visit. Allah SWT Maha Berkuasa, tidak pernah terlintas di hati – hari-hari di hospital itu adalah hari-hari yang terakhir Mak with us. All anak-anak, menantu-menantu, cucu-cucu just never failed to come and visit during Ramadhan, berdoa that she would eventually be better to come back and spend the hari raya with us. But, Rahsia kematian adalah sesungguhnya milik mutlak Allah Swt, tidak ada satu makhluk pun yang dapat mengetahuinya kecuali sang Pemilik diri kita.
Mak menghembuskan nafas terakhir di malam Syawal yang pertama di hospital. Al Fatihah untuk mak 😦
Rewinding to the day of Mak’s passing remains painful and tearful. Mostly because of Hari Raya, where the celebration is key to all Muslims. Merayakan kejayaan Ramadhan it is. My children were looking forward to Hari Raya, all of us did. In our heart however, we were very sad because Mak was in the hospital.
I personally do not wish to put this post to a sad entry, hence just want to share a final hari raya photo that we took with Arwah Mak. It was in 2009 in my house. 2010 was my turn in Kelantan, so there was no family hariraya photos snapped, I reckoned.
… To Mak..
Mudahan segala dosa-dosa Ha dengan Mak, sudah Mak ampunkan 😦
Dihalalkan semua makan dan minum Ha..
Hanya doa dan Yaasin berpanjangkan Ha panjatkan ke hadrat Allah SWT agar Arwah Mak dilindungi Allah SWT, luas bercahaya kubur Mak dan mendapat syafaat Nabi Muhammad SAW dan menjadi penghuni Jannah.
Amin Ya Rabb..
May Allah SWT make it easy for our family to brave this grieving moments, InsyaAllah…