Special post, very.

This is a very very special entry. Coming straight from heart and cautioned – can be melancholic.

These special ladies are my sisters by blood.  The one in softer pink is my first sister, Zawiah and the bolder pink is my second sister, Hasti.

I was remembering childhood these past few days as probably Ramadhan and Syawal are approching. I was remembering my mom and dad. And kampung. Gosh *teary*. 😦

So much to be said but I had this goosebumps and burning tears that may start to trickle so I better don’t start it.

Let the photo speaks its thousand words. I love you sisters. With all my heart till Jannah. I pray everyday for Allah SWT to spare both of you good health and happiness.

Since mom’s passing almost 20 years ago – these two women are my pillar of strength and my everything.

Hope coming Raya will unite us again, InsyaAllah…


It was a happy day.

So, we all decided to go and eat here. Our Ajin Piji telah di-maskot-kan pada hari itu.

It was a belated birthday celebration. For our baby. Dia dok asrama, so birthday celebration has always been delayed for the past five years. But belated is always better than never it is kan B? 😀

Since it is already June, we celebrates Nini’s birthday as well.  Happy birthday dear niece!

The most grand is of course, our anniversary-lah. The feeling is nice eh. I love you babeh.

Mode * santai* and *happy*.  Like I said, it was a good day 🙂


14 June 2011

What a day it has been.

Patut la malam tadi gelisah jer rasa. I came back late and having difficulty to doze off.  Bangun pagi, badan was tired and ached.

Rupanyer pepagi dah nak dengar cerita ‘bingit’ dan ‘hangat’.. Ala ala terhangat di pasaran gitu.

I wished I could share that painful story but well demi menjadi hati-hati pihak ‘yang tidak berkepentingan’ sangat pun. Biarlah, cerita itu menjadi rahsia hati. Jauh-jauh disimpan dengan harapan satu hari, saya dapat memaafkan dan orang itu mendapat hidayahNya. Amin.

But one thing that I treasure is that wow, how hati manusia ini amat sukar dibaca dan diterjemah. Dan harus berhati-hati bila menuturkan kata. Takut disalah ertikan.  It happened to me.  Even, you datang tidak pernah diundang tetapi membawa pulang pelbagai cerita busuk.

Well, my life moved on. That is for sure-lah. I inhaled and said to my self – Hani, jangan sampai menda-menda remeh ini spoiled your day.

So, I went to KLCC. Had lunch. With my best friend ever.  Dan, cerita bestnya ada pula orang belanja makan. Seorang kawan lama yang sudah lama tidak bersua, tetapi (malu nak admit) selalu lah di hati.

It was a good lunch. Food was over whelming.

To that ‘dear’ friend – nanti jumpa lagi k 🙂

Ok lah itu sahaja untuk posting kali ini. My mood dah weng sket la, walaupun im still tough.

Nak balik lah. Choa.

Yogjakarta, May 28 – May 31, 2011

There is something very sweet about this trip.  Not about me travelling and having the good time.  It is sweeter than that 🙂

As per our previous trips, this one had also been planned almost a year ago.  Apa lagi, to grab the good price deal-lah.  But this time round, as the time was nearing, I had issues that almost caused me this trip. But it was a strength of a friendship that touch my heart deeply and I finally flew off to Jogja with my gang di subuh-subuh hari itu. Well, you know who you are – muchas gracias gang, I love you thisssssssssssssssssssss big.

It was actually a trip to Jogja and Solo at one go.

The plan was to spend a night in Solo first and to only discover Yogjakarta the next day.  As we arrived that day, the pak cik driver yang sungguh sabar itu, met us at the airport and drove us to our very first destination – Candi Prambanan.  You may read about it HERE if you like. For knowledge purpose it is.

The Candi Prambanan was along the way to Solo.  Note to all, Solo is a district where everything is about batik and batik is about everything-lah. Juling-juling mata I sampai menengok semua batik-batik, right from the bekas habuk rokok right on to the most expensive batik clothings and paintings.

So here it is. First stop @ Candi Prambanan.  Weather was humid that day but sempat lagi mengambil tons and tons of photos.  Fuyo.

@ Chandi Prambanan.  Che wah quite a pose huh (nak hide saiz badan sebenarnya. haha).

@ eeee cantiknya….. background dia la (*mode* perasan hokay).

My eldest girl said this to me on the day that I took off to Jogja, “Yealah Ibu. Pergi lah tengok temple-temple tuh semua” (eh jeles la tuh sebab tak dapat ikut??).

But I said this to her, “Memang lah bukan nak pergi menyembah pun kat candi-candi tuh sumer”.

But now I have this to said to her, “Candi Prambanan is indeed a piece of human’s art. And it is superbly amazing”.  And yep, I said it all.

It is indeed proclaimed by the net as the most beautiful temple in the world hokay!!

We arrived in Solo almost 3 hours later.  Veryyyyy the bumpy and tiring 3 hours, I must admit.

The second day major event was Kawasan Merapi.  Some photos are below.

@ 😦 meremang bulu roma and mood sedih gila bila sampai di kawasan merapi. This is the result of the musibah gunung api meletus on that fateful 28 October 2010.  Subhanallah. You may read HERE if you want to read further of what happened that fateful day.

@ I wish I could explain here. I did not capture it rightfully. It was once a village with hundreds of people living in it. But today, this is all that left. All that I captured was a clear sulfur deserted land.

Later in the day, this was where we were.

@ I read about it from my school books. And Im here?? Alhamdulilllah rasa cam tak caya.

@Chandi Borobudur. Mana leh tak posing maut kan? 7 wonders of the world tuh! (eh ye ka – mode tak sure 😀 )

Oh no. Another one? haha.  Actually kan banyak lagi gambar-gambar in a similar pattern ($#2!*7yt!) hehe phewit.  Sila la layan we all di www.facebook. com 🙂

Ok peeps.  Love you and note to self – can’t wait to travel again. Soon. Tunggukan kemunculan kami ok. Yippie!