I was in my darkest world. I was losing my sense of being an adult. I lost my concentration and unable to trust. Myself or people around me. My life became numb. I lost apetite for everything and everybody!!! I stopped talking and eating. I stopped thinking. I was only wishing and hoping.
I never felt that miserable and stressed out. I was hoping for one miracle. Alhamdulillah, during that tormented moment, I chose to surrender myself to the mercy of my creator, Allah SWT 😦 I came to Him as a sinner and was mobilizing what is left inside of me to see the silver lining.
I cried profusely and was confused.
One once said, any relationship is only tested under pressure. Else everything would be just fine and happy.
And I had mine tested and found the answer right away.
Thank you Allah for my hubby.
Thank you Allah for my sisters and children.
Thank you Allah for my friends that have turned into family. You know who you are my dearests…. 😦
I’m all ok now and back to my usual self. Lesson well learnt.
I hope the day will come when I can membalas budi….. 😦