I am plainly exhausted. Both in mind and soul.
At the peak of my trial times, I feel quitting.
I have given up on trying and hoping.
I felt hopeless and assured that life has been unfair.
I endorsed that life is indeed very tough !
These awakenings below with pics are those that lifted my dying spirit and the tough gets going…
Life is short afterall….As me and family were @ Singapore two weekends ago to attend to our dearest Pak Long’s funeral who passed away on Thursday, Sept 23. Al Fatihah…
Like a big rock that struck my head, I realized that no matter how defeating life is… I now know that I should not given up on anything at all until death is upon me.
Then this happy face came to mind …
…..I lived for this boy of mine.
We were having dinner few days after our Kelantan raya trip and snapped this photo. My boy here adores my niece, Nini so much that he eventually treated her as if Nini is his girlfriend 😀
As I strived harder to remain strong.. me and family crossed over to JB again on Saturday, 25 September 2010 and joined my sister and family to rejoice the Graduation of their daughter a.k.a Nini a.k.a my anak sedara la tuh… hehe.
They must have been proud and congrats to Nini… life is afterall rewarding eh.
…Least but never last it is.. my cutey here, Syaza Irdina. She pulled out the front major ‘gigi kapak’ last week. She was tearful that day.. but looking at her clinging to her dad, crying away as pain must be all over her.. I said to myself…Gosh, she is my life!!
How could I ever have the heart to turn away and quit life when all that I lived for are right in front of me!!
Have a lovely day ahead peeps…:)