Dua minggu yang sungguh sedih😦
Last week Sunday, a good friend, a sister, an ex-colleague, a shoulder to cry on – Allayarhamah Kak Zah meninggal dunia. I was too distraught to even talk about it that I buried myself with my emotions and remained silence. Hanya al-fatihah dan Yassin yang mampu disedekahkan. She lost her battle to lung cancer.
Barely a week passed when yesterday morning, Jamie rang me at my wee Monday and was shaking on the phone and she told me that my ex-boss’s youngest boy had passed away just a few hours ago, then.
Lost of words. Kaku and kelu.
We rushed to Masjid al-Falaq USJ9 to recite our Yasin and menziarah.
I saw arwah’s mom from a distance and was holding my tears. Kaki rasa kaku untuk melangkah dan memeluknya. Dato’ Manja Ismail was my former boss in Berita Harian. He is a friend first and has always been, then only my boss…
Anakanda Ashraf telah dijemput untuk berjumpa dengan The Al-Mighthy at such a tender and young age. Betul lah kata orang – good people die young.
Hanya al-fatihah yang mampu disedekahkan. Allah SWT has His plans dan hanya menguji hambaNya yang mampu menongkah ujian tersebut…
As more closer to home, I am reviewing life in a clearer picture nowadays. Rasa rugi sangat bila menghabiskannya dengan meratap dan berduka.
I prayed hard to God untuk memberikan Hani ketenangan dan kesabaran menghadapi segala apa yang mendatang. I prayed for my Health, Heart and my Hope to one day become a reality.
I prayed to be free and happy. Life is indeed short afterall…