As day goes by..

Dua minggu yang sungguh sedih😦

Last week Sunday, a good friend, a sister, an ex-colleague, a shoulder to cry on – Allayarhamah Kak Zah meninggal dunia. I was too distraught to even talk about it that I buried myself with my emotions and remained silence. Hanya al-fatihah dan Yassin yang mampu disedekahkan.  She lost her battle to lung cancer.

Barely a week passed when yesterday morning, Jamie rang me at my wee Monday and was shaking on the phone and she told me that my ex-boss’s youngest boy had passed away just a few hours ago, then.

Lost of words. Kaku and kelu.

We rushed to Masjid al-Falaq USJ9 to recite our Yasin and menziarah.

I saw arwah’s mom from a distance and was holding my tears. Kaki rasa kaku untuk melangkah dan memeluknya.  Dato’ Manja Ismail was my former boss in Berita Harian. He is a friend first and has always been, then only my boss…

Anakanda Ashraf  telah dijemput untuk berjumpa dengan The Al-Mighthy at such a tender and young age. Betul lah kata orang – good people die young.

Hanya al-fatihah yang mampu disedekahkan.  Allah SWT has His plans dan hanya menguji hambaNya yang mampu menongkah ujian tersebut…

Subhanallah!!

As more closer to home, I am reviewing life in a clearer picture nowadays.  Rasa rugi sangat bila menghabiskannya dengan meratap dan berduka.

I prayed hard to God untuk memberikan Hani ketenangan dan kesabaran menghadapi segala apa yang mendatang.  I prayed for my Health, Heart and my Hope to one day become a reality.

I prayed to be free and happy. Life is indeed short afterall…

4 thoughts on “As day goes by..

  1. Salaam
    Jangan bersedih atas kepulangan hamba kepada tuan Nya. Mereka berada di tempat yang jauh lebih baik yakni di sisi Allah dan bukan lagi di dunia yang penuh kepalsuan ini.

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