I was remembering raya and childhood today. Cant really recall much tho, but it did bring a huge grin with tiny sayu feeling inside my heart. God, I have came very far from childhood as I am writing this. Very very far and surviving life. All of us do anyway.
As I was checking myself in the mirror today making sure that my collar is straight and my colour matches, I was almost seeing my childhood days through it as the image in the mirror detaches. In my amazement, I saw myself in my childhood days in my usual style, doing things that I normallly do, saying the things that I usually say and feeling what I usually feel. And I am still doing it till now – just being myself. In a different perspective may be, but what I do, say and feel today is indeed very much still the same from my chilhood days and has shaped whoever I am.
We all make mistakes as part of our learning, Not sparing me also. And I know I will make a lot more in the future and I will always learn something from it, I am sure. Till probably the time when I am due to go.
What important in my life is to be happy and make those around me happy as well. To be loved and love those with me. Love in my opinion, is a verb and not merely just a feeling. Love to me is something that we act, not just something that we feel and I sincerely do hope that my better half, my kids, my family, my beloved buddies feel all the love around me and you.
Now that is heavy huh. But what important for me today is that I want to inspire my courage, my confidence and my feedom to live my best life !. Even I must say, childhood days are still the greatest !!
Okay, now why did I write all those above again ?? hmmm, feel like it, may be.
Well anyway, take care people. Have a good iftar