I had this vision
Fast becoming my illusion
Im into much depression
And on my death mission
I dont dream anymore while sleeping
Long smeared the joy in my laughing
I cried with no more tears trailing
I am screaming as if I am mumbling
Am I really dying?
Or am I plainly dreaming?
I can no longer decide
Even while I am awake?
This is indeed scarry
I am concern, do I need to worry?