Happy 18th Birthday, Sarah Kamilia!

Alhamdulillah, right in front of my eyes, you have blossomed to the sweetest 18 year old, today.  No ever can Ibu find words and feeling to truly describe how I feel, now that you are turning 18.

In my eyes, you are forever our baby princess, who always want to be a Princess and you sometimes, today, in your own way, still laugh and behave like a true Princess 🙂

So go ahead and be a Princess today, and rule your happiness and kingdom, baby girl.  Just be yourself and kind as always.

We love you always and forever, InsyaAllah 🙂


11 November 2018 – Along Graduates & Abang Ngah’s 21’st Birthday :)

Salam dear lovely readers 🙂

11 November 2018 (Sunday)

Two of our happiest and proudest moment, Alhamdulillah.   We did it husband! 😛

As the saying goes, a photograph may speak a thousand words… and I wish to keep them here in my blog, close to my heart always.

On this happy day with our graduate.  Along 🙂 and Us, the proud fam.

11 November 2018, is also our son Abang Ngah’s birthday. He is officially 21 now.  Alhamdulillah!! here is our Abang Ngah on this happy day  – happy birthday kesayangan Ibu !

and here to our big family who celebrates these two  – truly our happiest and proudest moments 🙂 Alhamdulillah.

We, who super duper love youuu guyssssssssss!!

It was a good day.  A happy one.  Syukur Alhamdulillah 🙂


Happy 21st Birthday Abang Ngah!

Our Mustafa Hazim turns 21 years old today Alhamdulillah Syukur kepada Allah SWT.  InsyaAllah, semoga Abang Ngah terus diberi kesihatan dan keberkatan usia yang panjang dari Allah SWT.

Dearest Abang Ngah,

You have brought so much joy and happiness to Ibu’s life particularly.   And gosh, you have reallyyyy outgrown both me and your dad hehe.   It is just almost unbelievable seeing you today, being independent and taking care of  yourself, your study and life and all.

Rasa macam baruuuuuuuuuu semalam, you and your Kakak were running around the house in your diapers, laughing and playing together.

Terus lah istiqomah sayang.  Jadi lah Insan yang berguna buat diri Abang Ngah sendiri, keluarga Abang Ngah sendiri nanti, keluarga besar kita, agama Abang Ngah dan negara, InsyaAllah.

I know in my heart – you will be a very successful man insyaAllah di suatu hari nanti.

Ayah and Ibu will always doa for you selagi hayat di kandung badan, for both di dunia ini dan di akhirat nanti, InsyaAllah.  I know you will always be there also for us.  It is just so YOU, always kind and so lovinggg 🙂

Happy 21st Birthday today on 11 November sayang.  Until we see you again.  Study smart k ! 🙂

An Older Me! #AugustBaby

Alhamdulillah, Allah SWT blesses me with another beautiful and meaningful year.

Better half, growing up children, besties, families, friends – too overwhelming.  Allah SWT has given me soooo much 🙂

Thank youuuu for keeping me sane, happy and sihat walafiatttttttttttt.


Syaza Irdina turns older – 15 !!!

Sweet Syaza Irdina,

Its another birthday of yours.  One of your much awaited day of the year 🙂

You are always the happy one to celebrate any birthday.  What more, your very own 🙂

I guess you got it from Ibu. hehe..

Your birthday will forever remind Ibu of that day when I went for my check up and Doc said I was 2 cm dilated.  You were on the way to pop out!

I remembered going to do groceries as doc advised for me to walk to ease labour.

But you decided to come ASAP hehe.   I was in labour pain throughout that Tesco trip that evening of 31 July 2003, and decided to went home and get ready for hospital.  Both me and  your Ayah left home soon after and reach hospital almost maghrib time, Thursday, 31 July 2003.

And right after the azan maghrib on that beautiful day, we heard your cry for the very first time.  It was one of my happiest time, Alhamdulillah.

once upon a time – YOU.

Ibu gonna leave you here, being small hehe.  You are forever my little baby girl (bongsu girl kan).

Will upload more photos of bigger you later, but not today 🙂

Have a blessed and happy birthday today sayang.  Semoga Allah SWT sentiasa menjaga anak Ibu sampai syurga, bila kita berkumpul lagi one day, InsyaAllah!!


Our youngest boy, Busu Razin is turning 13 !

Alhamdulillah Syukur to Allah SWT as our youngest boy turning another year older today, 12 July.

You bring soooo much joy and happiness into Ibu’s life mostly and all of us, definitely!

Jadilah anak yang membawa Ibu dan Ayah dan seluruh keluarga ke Syurga, at the end nanti sayang, InsyaAllah!! 🙂

Happy birthday.  Hope you had enjoyed your PS4 🙂


it is 25 years !

After 25 years of Aqad, with all the colorful chapters filled with joy, rezeki, happiness, tear, good times, tough times, sad times, laughter, disagreements, fist and fights, hugs and unconditional love – I only have one word to say on this 25th years of our union as husband and wife  – BELONG.

My husband, is not the perfect one or far from the best husband in this word, but He completes me.  Most importantly, he sees me for who I am.  And accept me for all what i have and what i dont’ have.  And he loves me sincerely, despite of just almost Anything!

For marrying and loving me, I pray that Allah SWT will reward him Jannah.  For who he is.  Always loving us and guiding us.  Always leading us in our prayers and actions.  Alhamdulillah thank you Allah SWT for sending us YOU.


Dear Abang,

Sometimes, I asked Allah SWT in my prayers – why this and why that.  I feel that I am constantly looking out to something?  Sometimes, I feel so angry that I cried in my prayers.

But one thing I realized is that, after all these years,  Allah SWT has always in a way, give me an answer that probably I was looking for by keeping us  together in this aqad. He blesses us with a heart to love and forgive at the same time.

Betul lah Jodoh itu urusan Allah SWT.   He knows…

Happy 25 years of togetherness and  anniversary Abang, semoga di Jannah, kita bersama-sama lagi, InsyaAllah.   We after all, belong to each other, forever and always :)..


Love, Wifey.