Better half celebrates another birthday, Alhamdullilah.

I was back briefly to Kelantan last week visiting our dearest BIL (who ever since our ayah’s passing, has been our source for strength and reference for advice and everything else for all it matters….).  Alhamdulillah, berkat doa dan ukhwah anakanda-anakanda beliau dan ahli keluarga kami yang MasyaAllah ramainya, sahabat-sahabat kami semua yang datang menziarah dan mengirim doa dan ucapan selamat) – Allah SWT,  The Most Merciful has granted him recovery and better health, Syukur Alhamdulillah sangat!

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And that night at my sister’s place, ai membelek-lah album gambar-gambar lama that my sister kept nicely in her bedroom, and  I found this !! .. 🙂

Omaigaddd oh em ji  …. hensemnyaaaaaa hihi  😛

To this man, who I had fallen in love with long long long time and still falling in love everyday – despite all the barricades that we shared, and as I chose the good times over bad, everytime! – I wish you  the HAPPIEST BIRTHDAY EVERRRRR Sayang !!!

#hensemsangatkenajugapost  😛

You are always the better half and keeping me sane, so please count more birthdays with me #doainmysolatselalu…!

Hope you like the present I get you 🙂

Ai belanja you makan ek, when you are back home!  We miss you and have a wonderful day today, Mr bithdayboy #loveblinkblink !

Razin Hafizi is 12 Sudaaaaa !

Oh Em Ji…. Ai macam tak percayaaaaaa –  My Razin Hafizi is today 12 years old dahhh todayyyy.  Huhu you are still our baby-lah 🙂

*kiss kiss happy birthday kesayangan Ibu!!  Being the youngest,  you are still kissa-able and hug-able 🙂  –  macam toyyy 😛

His many faces herewith ( #hownottoloveyoumeh … )

Ibu doakan Razin Hafizi Berjaya 6A dalam UPSR tahun ini ya.  Like your teachers and Ustazah Ain always said, you are gifted with a very good memory.  You are smart and kind.  And InsyaAllah, Allah SWT wills it, you will be our khalifah yang cemerlang both in this duniya and hereafter..

Stay you always.  That lovable cheeky sweetest boy..

With your sibs and big cousins families who love you tremendously and unconditionally!

We spoilt you too much (yeah I know) , but we know you are such a sweet gem that will love us all as much in return..

 

Your one and only brother in this duniya 🙂
My sweet boy @ his best 🙂

Lets go, jom carik hadiah sayang ! 🙂 #Razinis12

Our Malik Firdaus

Spot my girl Sarah?  Behind her in Green kurta, is Malik Firdaus, our nephew.  He is one of my many anak-anak fruits that is always with us.

He was back briefly for Raya and flew again on third day of Raya.  Few days after he landed, we kidnapped him for Sushi for berbuka puasa.  *Daus in stripe yellow shirt in below photo.

Ibu dedicated this post to you with doa that Allah SWT is always looking after you and keeping you safe and healthy.

You are such a sweet and polite boy.  And its always happy to be around you or having you around.

You are so ahead of most of us in the photo, being  only 15 and almost 10,000 km away from home.  Venturing the Turk land in becoming that someone that all of us dream of!

Stay safe Daus.  We see you around very soon!

Aidil Fitri 2017, our way.

Salam #withlove.

Selamat Hari Raya Aidil Fitri 2017 Semua!  Maaf Zahir Batin.  Since today dah Aidil Fitri, hari ke 9 – hope you guys had a good and happy raya with your families and loved ones.  Afterall that is what celebration is all about – being with the ones that you love and make you happy 🙂

Layan gambar Hani, betterhalf dan anak-anak dulu la ya 🙂

My five children – Along, Abang Ngah, Kak Lang, Kak Chik and Busu 🙂 .. oh and the cat 😛

The Juniors, again.

My two sons, dunia akhirat, Alhamdulillah 🙂

Cerita-cerita Raya bakal menyusul, InsyaAllah.  Gi beraya dulu ya semua! #teamrayakl

 

Pak Andak & Mak Andak

The two elderly in the photo are Pak Andak and his wife, Mak Andak. Pak Andak is the elder brother to my arwah MIL.

During last 14th June, his sons brought him to KL (he lives in Singapore BTW), to fulfill his wish to visit his arwah sister and BIL’s graves (that would be my FIL and MIL)..

It has been years that we seen him last.  His health is not superb anymore nowadays.  He is slowly starts to forget things that happened around him.  He repeats himself and kept on asking questions that happened so long ago in our history but seemingly somehow fresh in his mind.

It breaks my heart to see him like that…  You see, when I got married 24 years ago to this man (half Singaporean), Pak Andak was one of the first many relatives who happily welcomed me to this new family.  He would travel down on almost all my anak-anak kenduri cukul jambul and on other occasions too.  He would often visit during raya and when we came down to Singapore to visit, it is a MUST to stop at his Yishun place to just eat his famous curry and roti prata.

He laughs a lot.  Not to mention jokes.  He is always happy and jovial.  Always cracking some stories and jokes.

…..But seeing him today – hardly recalling all those occasions that I mentioned above and even having a tough time remembering me and the kids – it just hit me deep 😦   , and he kept on saying that he did not know that my MIL and FIL had passed away…

Oh Pak Andak…   We missed the old you 😦  and your beautiful citation of surah-surah Al Quran…

You – who always teasing me and telling me stuff dulu.

Allah the Al-Mighty is reminding us something here…   – That nothing is permanent here in this duniya.  All will leave us including our own mind.  Sigh…

We wish you good health and long live, Pak Andak !  Only Him knows  things that we don’t…

Hanging tough Pak Andak, InsyaAllah we see you Raya yeah?.

Sarah & Shota

We hosted a buka puasa for our Beradiks and some relatives from Singapore last 14 June 2017.

Meet Shota, a Japanese Muslim who also joined us for the Iftar that day, Alhamdulillah.

Talking to this Japanese boy about Islam, who speaks almost fluent Bahasa Melayu makes me feel sangat ‘kerdil’ 😦   His vast  knowledge about my deen and Al-Quran, is beyond my expectation as he only became a Muslim less than 3 years ago !

Shota is into studying Arabic here in Malaysia, InsyaAllah.

Our doa is that for you to have a blessed stay here in Malaysia, and may Allah SWT ease your soulful journey, InsyaAllah.  Hope to see you again, soon.

Zalora Purchase for my girls #RayaMestiJadi :)

I am bit old fashioned when it comes to shopping.  I want my money to worth what it should – afterall I worked my sweat out for moneyyy (well, who does not kan?)  🙂

Kat office tuh masyaAllah, rancak sungguh semua orang bershopping online.  Every other day when I was at my Recep, there will be deliveries from all those leading online businesses.

So mak pun teringat la nak try.  I had eventually tried in the past, but not a regular hehe.

So, mak belek la #Zalora.  Eh kasut dia cantik-cantik la and on sale for Raya!

So mak sudah terjebak huhu.

I bought 3 pairs for my girls.  Its just too nice and I am sure Sarah and Syaza would love it.

Nasib baik saiznya, I got it right too.  Fuhh.  Look here… Nice kan… (Confirm Raya lah tahun nih kihkih)