An Older Me! #AugustBaby

Alhamdulillah, Allah SWT blesses me with another beautiful and meaningful year.

Better half, growing up children, besties, families, friends – too overwhelming.  Allah SWT has given me soooo much 🙂

Thank youuuu for keeping me sane, happy and sihat walafiatttttttttttt.


Syaza Irdina turns older – 15 !!!

Sweet Syaza Irdina,

Its another birthday of yours.  One of your much awaited day of the year 🙂

You are always the happy one to celebrate any birthday.  What more, your very own 🙂

I guess you got it from Ibu. hehe..

Your birthday will forever remind Ibu of that day when I went for my check up and Doc said I was 2 cm dilated.  You were on the way to pop out!

I remembered going to do groceries as doc advised for me to walk to ease labour.

But you decided to come ASAP hehe.   I was in labour pain throughout that Tesco trip that evening of 31 July 2003, and decided to went home and get ready for hospital.  Both me and  your Ayah left home soon after and reach hospital almost maghrib time, Thursday, 31 July 2003.

And right after the azan maghrib on that beautiful day, we heard your cry for the very first time.  It was one of my happiest time, Alhamdulillah.

once upon a time – YOU.

Ibu gonna leave you here, being small hehe.  You are forever my little baby girl (bongsu girl kan).

Will upload more photos of bigger you later, but not today 🙂

Have a blessed and happy birthday today sayang.  Semoga Allah SWT sentiasa menjaga anak Ibu sampai syurga, bila kita berkumpul lagi one day, InsyaAllah!!


Our youngest boy, Busu Razin is turning 13 !

Alhamdulillah Syukur to Allah SWT as our youngest boy turning another year older today, 12 July.

You bring soooo much joy and happiness into Ibu’s life mostly and all of us, definitely!

Jadilah anak yang membawa Ibu dan Ayah dan seluruh keluarga ke Syurga, at the end nanti sayang, InsyaAllah!! 🙂

Happy birthday.  Hope you had enjoyed your PS4 🙂


it is 25 years !

After 25 years of Aqad, with all the colorful chapters filled with joy, rezeki, happiness, tear, good times, tough times, sad times, laughter, disagreements, fist and fights, hugs and unconditional love – I only have one word to say on this 25th years of our union as husband and wife  – BELONG.

My husband, is not the perfect one or far from the best husband in this word, but He completes me.  Most importantly, he sees me for who I am.  And accept me for all what i have and what i dont’ have.  And he loves me sincerely, despite of just almost Anything!

For marrying and loving me, I pray that Allah SWT will reward him Jannah.  For who he is.  Always loving us and guiding us.  Always leading us in our prayers and actions.  Alhamdulillah thank you Allah SWT for sending us YOU.


Dear Abang,

Sometimes, I asked Allah SWT in my prayers – why this and why that.  I feel that I am constantly looking out to something?  Sometimes, I feel so angry that I cried in my prayers.

But one thing I realized is that, after all these years,  Allah SWT has always in a way, give me an answer that probably I was looking for by keeping us  together in this aqad. He blesses us with a heart to love and forgive at the same time.

Betul lah Jodoh itu urusan Allah SWT.   He knows…

Happy 25 years of togetherness and  anniversary Abang, semoga di Jannah, kita bersama-sama lagi, InsyaAllah.   We after all, belong to each other, forever and always :)..


Love, Wifey.



First Born is 24!!

Assalamualaikum peeps (*cough cough dah berhabuk, lama gilerrrr tak hupdate ko ya sayanggg 🙂  )

Well, its that lovely date again today, 21 May.  So here I am, noting a wish and memory for our first born daughter, Miza Syakirah a.k.a Baby who turns 24 years old today.  Alhamdulillahhh.

We both (me and you, zodiac kata, we are the ‘dogs’ – hence as much as we brushed it away, but yeah, we disagree a lot.  But at the end of all these, we are mak dan anak.  Anak Sulung lagi.  Harapan dan kegembiraan Ibu Ayah, dari dulu dan selamanya.

For whoever you may have become today, we love you so much, more than we love ourselves.  That’s fact and rule of parenting that Allah SWT wills.

Moreever, Along has become wiser and independent.  Not to mention a kind hearted and generous soul.   Above all, Along is berilmu di dunia ini dan di akhirat nanti insyaAllah.

As it is the holy month of Ramadhan, Mc Donald jer lah menjadi santapan hehe.  But that not what today is all about right,  today is about you turning another year older and Ibu doakan Along Miza Syakirah di kasihi Allah SWT di dunia dan di akhirat nanti, InsyaAllah.

We love you and cherish you, always and forever 🙂  Take Care babyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy hehe.

Princess is 17!

Oh yes.  Our once-upon-a-time tiny little Princess, is now blossomed into a beautiful seventeen year old.  Alhamdulillah.

Happy birthday dearest Sarah!  You are our middle ace.  Hence, you are blessed with a complete set, with one Kakak, Abang, and one adik girl and one adik boy 🙂

As you grow up, I can be tougher on you I know, as life is indeed tough on its own.  But InsyaAllah Ibu, Ayah and families will always be here for YOU.   Front, back, right and left!

Our doa is always for you to be a better Insan, for this duniya and hereafter InsyaAllah.

Happy sweet 17 birthday again dear Princess.  Once a princess, forever you will be!  We love you endlesslyyyy Sayang Ibu.

Nota kaki.  Thank you sooo much, Syaza Irdina for this birthday project for our beloved Sarah Kamilia.  Its ohsem sayang…