Lost time

I got this frustration.  And I dont know how to talk about it. Worst huh.

Have you ever wonder why when everything seems right and purfect with your life, yet you feel something is missing somewhere. Worst, you dont even know what it is. But deep down, you are just simply sad.

I got this friend. Long time ago. My best friend in the entire universe. My shoulder to cry on. My chaffeur. My despatch. My everything and we were practically one. Sigh.

We were often mistaken as lovebirds but we were not.  We never were and never will (then). Its just plainly platonic.

But something terrible happened in between the time and he is gone now. No longer my friend. They are right you know, the one that you love most is the one who will hurt you deepest.

For the past few days, my feelings has been quite low and I missed him. I missed of having him around. I used to ‘mengarah’ him like for almost everything and he would just do it for me happily. For some reasons. Sigh.

I dont know. I just dont know. Wish I can pull back the lost times….

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~ by Hani on February 18, 2008.

Posted in personal

5 Responses to “Lost time”

  1. You will never lose a friend
    you will only lose them if they are not your friend

    friend always stay for whatever it is
    having fun with a friend is not the same as
    being happy with a love ones
    love ones should be your only friend/s

    although love is a big word
    people mistakenly use it for other purpose

    but being opposite in personality for example
    doesn’t mean you cant be a friend
    like cat and dog
    they look they can fight with each other everyday
    but some are just too good to look at(to be true)
    when those animals are friends
    now thats magic
    letting it pass
    is like seeing one million uSD came down from the sky
    and not doing anything

    ampin said this on February 19, 2008 at 12:22 am | Reply

  2. Thanks for your wise words
    indeed comforting
    but i still missed him
    sigh :(

    hani said this on February 19, 2008 at 9:04 am | Reply

  3. the best friend always remember u .. all the time .. u r always in my mind … ever forever

    mat despatch said this on July 30, 2008 at 10:57 am | Reply

  4. [...] Then, I just want to share here this one happy news. I wrote this one unimportant note on how I have lost such a dear friend over circumstances as HERE . [...]

    Updates from Hani « Somethin’ Light said this on August 2, 2008 at 9:03 pm | Reply

  5. i dun know la hani.. how long u and your good friend can be together gether.. what i can c it is difficult both of u to seen each other everyday.. u know la masing2 have their commitment. any way i berdoa moga2 u and ur friend will get along…k

    din gong said this on August 6, 2008 at 12:41 pm | Reply

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